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Created on 2002-09-09 00:09:25 (#698722), last updated 2002-10-03
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| Name: | mr. negative |
|---|---|
| Birthdate: | 12-19 |
| Location: | United States |
Hi. I'm a 20 something pessimist living out his days and nights in a rural town in a backwoods state nestled in a wretched region whose occupants, for the most part, would better serve humanity as medical cadavers than the bipedal babbling air-wasting inbreds that they are.
Your envy is apparent.
I despise the sun and all things that go on in the daylight hours. If I had it my way, I would never see that glowing pus filled sphere. I'm not a 'goth', but I drench myself in black and favor winter to summer, rain to clear skies, and morbidly damaged people over the glowing happy "life is good" insects that make up the bulk of humanity.
I smoke. I drink. I smile at people who I'd rather see flayed and dripping on a pike.
I play bass guitar. I write horror fiction. I lift weights to loud angry music. I avoid people when I can, and wear a thousand masks when I can't.
I find little joy in life, and what joy I do find becomes quickly tainted by the inner voices constantly asking "why bother?" & "what does it matter?".
I am currently unemployed, having yet to find a suitable job that will allow me to deal with other human beings as little as possible. I submit my writing to magazines. I am rejected.
Reinforce the negative
Rejoice in the black
Embrace the scarred
Always -
with a smile
So, this is who I am, and have been, for years.
Your envy is apparent.
I despise the sun and all things that go on in the daylight hours. If I had it my way, I would never see that glowing pus filled sphere. I'm not a 'goth', but I drench myself in black and favor winter to summer, rain to clear skies, and morbidly damaged people over the glowing happy "life is good" insects that make up the bulk of humanity.
I smoke. I drink. I smile at people who I'd rather see flayed and dripping on a pike.
I play bass guitar. I write horror fiction. I lift weights to loud angry music. I avoid people when I can, and wear a thousand masks when I can't.
I find little joy in life, and what joy I do find becomes quickly tainted by the inner voices constantly asking "why bother?" & "what does it matter?".
I am currently unemployed, having yet to find a suitable job that will allow me to deal with other human beings as little as possible. I submit my writing to magazines. I am rejected.
Reinforce the negative
Rejoice in the black
Embrace the scarred
Always -
with a smile
So, this is who I am, and have been, for years.
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antisocials, anxiety disorders, bauhaus, broken people, caffeine, clockwork orange, damaged people, endorphines, escaping kentucky, functional insanity, heathers, horror movies, larp, negative thinking, nicotine, night, nightmares, outsiders, pessimists, rain, rejects, requiem for a dream, rpg's, self-inflicted tragic mindframe, taxi driver, the cure, the smiths, winter, writing bad fiction
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